Dear Cookie, 

Before I start I just want to say Merry Christmas! It’s been 3 years since you passed away :(. Christmas was fantastic! I got a lot of nice things. But I would’ve loved it if you were still with me. The days leading up to Christmas I got a little sad because I would see people on TikTok showing themselves wrapping their gifts for their dogs and it reminded me of when I used to wrap your gifts. Dont even get me started on Christmas Eve and the next day after Christmas. When I saw all those videos of dogs opening up their Christmas gifts I got sad because it reminded me of you. I remember when you used to love getting treats on christmas. They were always your favorite. I remember your last Christmas you got a really REALLY big bag of your favorite treats and you didn’t end up finishing them because you got really sick and passed away :(. 

But now I know you’re not feeling any pain anymore and are feeling like your old self up there in heaven. I miss you so much. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses.

 

Dear Cookie,

Happy Thanksgiving! You would’ve loved today lol. Food coma and a bunch of naps 😂. 

Today it’s been 2 years and 11 months since you passed away. It’s sad, but I am left with all the beautiful memories we made together. Which is what keeps me going. You want to hear something sad. My uncle passed away not that long ago. You remember him. You liked him so much. Hopefully you can see him up in heaven and let him know that his family down in Earth miss him a lot. All his brothers and sister and his wife.  Everyone has been so sad since he passed away. 

 

Dear Cookie,

Today is 2 years and 10 months since you crossed the rainbow bridge. I miss you so much. 

Thank you for coming yesterday for October 27. I am almost convinced that you’re the black and white cat that keeps coming to our house. We hadn’t seen that cat for a while, but what a coincidence that it came October 27 in the morning. If that’s you… thank you for coming to see us. 

Also, the way you kept playing with the candle on your altar 😭. You kept turning off the light and turning it on  it kinda made me a little scared but I know that was probably you letting me know you’re ok ❤️. You don’t know how hard it was for me yesterday seeing all those pet altars on TikTok. I even cried to those before when you were alive and now that you’ve been gone the tears come even harder now. 

Hope you’re doing well. Just know how much I miss you. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses.

Dear Cookie,

It’s been 33 months (2 years 9 months) since you passed away. I miss you so much. Sometimes I remember all the good times we had together and I can’t help but feel sad and wish I could still spend time with you :(. Especially now since it’s almost Halloween and the pet costumes are in stores. I remember how we used to dress up in themes together. Like when we were Pikachu and Ash or Snow White and Snow White. It’s sad we can’t share wonderful moments like this together again. 

Anyways, enough of the sad stuff. I want to share good news with you. On October 3rd I’m getting my chemotherapy port removed. I’m excited because everything is going good so I think the Doctors don’t see a use for it anymore. :D aren’t you happy for me? If you were still here I bet you’d be jumping for joy. 

Miss you so much. Hope you’re safe up in dog heaven :)

Dear Cookie,

Yesterday was 32 months (2 years and 8 months) since you passed away. I still miss you dearly. You want to hear something weird? A couple days ago a black cat came to our house and entered with my dad. The cat would follow us around like it knew us and it was SOOOO friendly and wagged its tail when it was with us. Then it would look at my brother with the eyes like “do you remember me? It’s me!” Then my brother said if you’re cookie meow. And GUESS WHAT!?! The cat meowed. He did it again and the cat responded. 

We think it might have been you reincarnated and was just visiting us. It’s so weird though because the cat acted like it owned the house. Like it knew us so that’s why we think it was you. </3. 

Dear Cookie, 

It’s been 31 months since you’ve passed away (2 years 7 months). I can’t believe time passed by so quickly. I hope you’re doing well up in heaven. I miss you so much here on Earth. But I know we will meet again so I’m not worried. In the mean time. I’ll tell you how I’ve been here on Earth. 

Ive been really great health wise. I have an appointment with the Doctor in mid August so in the mean time I’m just relaxing. It’s stressful going to the Doctor sometimes especially since I have to be check constantly to see if the cancer hasn’t come back. It’s good I guess being checked really well, but it’s a bit stressful like I said. Especially when they leave you in the room while they go check the results and they leave you there for hours and hours and your brain starts to wonder oh man they’re going to come in and tell me I have cancer again. Or they’re probably stalling because they don’t know how to tell me. But hopefully when I have my appointment things go smoothly. I’ll tell you about it soon :) pray for me that it goes well 

Dear Cookie,

It’s been 30 months (2 years and 6 months since you passed). I miss you a lot. Especially when I’m sad and I have no one to talk to 

Anyways,

Guess who joined you up in doggy heaven? Your best friend Chiko. He passed away too. They really didn’t tell us how he died. I assume old age.

Why do things we love have to die. I would’ve loved it if the things we love never got old and didn’t have to die. The huge wave of sadness you feel after someone you love passes away is unbearable. You feel so empty and at the moment you just want to die with them too just to see them again. But time eventually heals all wounds :). I miss you so much love you and sending you all the kisses up to heaven. Hope you get them

Dear Cookie,

29 months ago, I went through the biggest heart break of my life. 

Dear Cookie,

It's been 28 months since you passed away.

Dear Cookie,

It’s been 27 months since you’ve crossed the rainbow bridge. 

Dear Cookie,
It’s been 26 months since you passed away.

Dear Cookie,

I miss you so much. It’s been 25 months since you passed away. 

Dear Cookie,
It’s been 24 months since you passed away.

Dear Cookie,

It’s been 23 months since you crossed the rainbow bridge. 

Dear Cookie,

Dear Cookie,

It's been 20 months since you crossed the rainbow bridge. 

Dear Cookie,

It's been 19 months since you crossed the rainbow bridge.

Dear Cookie,

It’s been 18 months since you had to cross the rainbow bridge. How are you?